So for those that have been reading my blog (give a "HAY" if you do read it), you may have noticed that a lot of my posts are missing. Well, I decided to delete them. Every single post was depressing as hell and I just didn't want that filling up my blog. Granted, I am not promising that a depressing one won't come along, but EVERY post. Bish, please. I need to get a handle on things and think before I write.

I am in an unusually good mood today and I don't know why. Forget the reason, I am just glad I am in a good mood. For those that read my twitter, you all ready know this story, but today while I was scanning papers at work, this guy comes pratically running in the office saying that he needs to see Dr. Nivens. Okay, this doctor is a pain management doctor and he only comes every other wednesday. So, I advised him that he is not here until next wednesday. He then starts going on about his arthritis and then.......this is the kicker.....he goes, "I am worth $40 million. I have a $6,000 guitar that I can't play because of my hand which causes me to get sad. Last night, I was so sad that I got drunk. When I woke up this morning, I was in the hospital and I pissed the bed. They had to put a cathetar in my pecker."

It took all that I had, plus the help of God, to keep my mouth shut. I mean, when he said the "pecker" part, I let out a "ppppt" as I shut my mouth. But, it was SO weird. Pecker. HA!

After class tonight, I am going to go see UP since this weekend is dedicated to nothing but studying. I have another Chemistry test on Monday and I am SO not ready for it. I got an 80% on my last test (which is a "B" in this class) and I had one of the highest grades. How the HELL did that happen? So, so far I am on a good track to pass this class and get my diploma. I am going to strive for higher, but ALL I need is "D" to pass. Please let it happen.

Um....what else?!? I am trying to organize a trip to NYC in October for the week of my B-Day (Oct. 12th) but I am not going to get my hopes up this time around. I am still paying out of my ass for this car and insurance so we'll see how much I save up. I am also thinking about getting a part time, weekend job but I don't how I feel about a full time job (8am-5pm)...class 4 days a week in the evening for 2 hours....and then a weekend part time job. I need the extra money but I am going to be worn out beyond belief. I am all ready super tired as it is. We'll see how it goes. Not set in stone or anything.

Okay, lunch is over and back to work I go. :)