It's been over 3 months since I wrote in this blog. Wow! Anywhoo, a lot has changed since June. For one, I am about to lose my job in two weeks exactly. Not being fired or anything. Technically, I am resigning since I gave a two week notice, but I am still going to be able to get unemployment benefits due to the hospital putting me in a position that I am really not qualified for. They hired me thinking that I knew how do admitting patients and everything that goes with that, but I have never done that at the hospital. I did the billing side, and told her that in my interview. Oh well. A couple of months ago, I would probably be all depressed and crying and shit, blaming God or hating myself but not this time. I don't know if I have just matured the last couple of months, or what, but I am seeing this as an opportunity. I have wanted to leave S.C. since I was but a wee tot, and with me no longer having an 8 hour/5 day a week job, I am able to dedicate all of my attention into moving. I all ready have a place picked out in Ohio and the manager of the apartment complex and I have been emailing each other back and forth. Only thing I need now, is a job.

That aside, everything is virtually the same as it was before. Parents still fight.....sister is pregnant......hate living where I do. But, the prospect of moving fills me with hope and excitement that I have not felt since I was about to go to college for the first time. I know a lot of people are going to ask, "Why Ohio?" Well, the main reason is to be closer to my friend, Ed, who is, virtually, like a long lost brother. Our lives are so mirrored, it's scary, and I just think it will be fun getting to know him better. And more than likely, people will be yelling at us to stop singing, because we have all ready started a list of duets to record. LOL! Also, it's cheap as hell to live in the area I am looking at. It's about 40 minutes from Columbus, OH so it's not bad at all to be away from the action, as it were. I am trying to make a trip from Oct. 10-13th to go to Ohio and look at the apartment and meet with Ed and look for any place hiring. Hopefully birthday money will be headed in my direction, so I am able to go.

The only thing I wish would change at this exact moment is my damn sinuses/allergies. I have been having serious congestion for the last two weeks and it is driving me frackin' insane. I'm taking Claritan D, and it's helping a little bit, but it needs to hurry up and be winter so I don't have to suffer for a bit of time.

What else? I am getting SERIOUSLY obsessed with indie music. I used to be all about the top 40 hits, but since meeting Chess, Ed, and Bob, I have gotten really into indie music. Now, it's basically all I listen to. I've also gotten really into making mix albums. I use to make them all the time when I was younger but stopped. Scott, Chess, and Ed have rekindled that for me, as well. YAY friends!

I guess that's all for now. I have to get back to work (BLAH!) but I'll try to keep this updated as often as I can.

Peace out and whatnot! :-)