I don't feel well today at all. I think my dad passed something to me, because he has been having stomach issues and cold-like symptoms and now I have it. One of the worst things about this job, is that there is only one person who is trained to come take my spot when I am out or need to leave early. And OF COURSE the day I really want to leave, she says that she does not have a vehicle, so I have to stay at work. They need to figure something out, because I can't keep feeling like this and be expected to have all of my work done by the end of the day.

Yesterday, while I was at work, I was happy. When I got home, it went in the complete opposite direction. I felt so alone and sad. I get that way a good bit, but last night it was more overwhelming than usual. Besides checking the websites I go to to see if there has been any updates, I virtually stayed off the internet last night, which is RARE for me. I just didn't feel like being on it. What I did do was watch the original "A Nightmare on Elm Street" and made a sad/depressing mix. Pass the ice cream right on over, right? I think it's all of my emotions and stress finally starting to get to me. The stress of losing a job and possibly moving....and the emotions of just being alone with no one to hang out with or talk to. I also think that the sickness started to show itself last night as well, and it just hightened everything. Damn, I want to go home.

But, speaking of "A Nightmare on Elm Street," the trailer for the re-vision of it just came out yesterday. I have been so against this since day one because it is one of my favorite horror movies next to "Halloween" and I thought it was perfect the way it was. Well, after seeing the trailer, I changed my mind. I am still not convinced but it does show that it is paying tribute to the original but at the same time, doing it's own thing. Plus, Jackie Earl Halie is a great actor and I am sure he will do Robert Englund justice. If you want to see it, the trailer is on myspace and youtube. Looks purdy good.

Still haven't had a definite answer about the parentals paying for the hotel so I can go to Ohio. I keep telling them I need to know so I cancel my plans before it's too late, but they still have to think about it. Either way, I wish they would just tell me. Either I am going or not. It's that simple, folks.

I want to go to sleep for the next few years, please. Thank you!