Wow, it's been forever since I have updated this thing. Currently, I am sitting at my grandparent's house watching "Survivor." First off, I don't watch this show because these ignorant people get on my nerves. The only reason I am doing it now is because they only have one television in the house with only, about, 5 channels and they are watching it.

Tomorrow, is Ian's (the baby) funeral. I still haven't seen a picture of Ian yet. My sister was pregnant with him for only 7 months before giving premature birth to him. Apparently, her cervix wasn't strong enough to hold him because she started giving birth to him while sitting at home. So sad. Right now, she is running all over the place, and I don't think it has hit her yet, but when it does, it's going to hit HARD.

As soon as the funeral is over, I am going to head back home. It's really sad to say, but the less time I spend with my family, the better it is. So far, I have been able to avoid any arguments and I want to keep it that way. Fo' Sho'.

I need a job ASAP. This unemployment check is not cutting it at all. AT ALL! I have absolutely no money for anything. I mean, I can barely pay my car payment, phone bill, and car insurance. Let's not even talk about doctor's bills because those suckers are not getting paid at all. I know they are affecting my credit, but there is really nothing I can do right now. I am going to keep applying for jobs and just hope for the best, ya know?!? The Ohio move is not going to happen for a good while. I am trying to get a job in Rock Hill and, hopefully, live with my grandparents until my parents move up here. Ugh!